12 AM

12 am.. and am still up… a lot of thoughts..lots of things.. trying to tell myself that things will work out just fine.. thinking bout the past.. present and future.. thinking bout people i know.. places i’ve been and wanna go..
things i’ve done and wanna do..

I was thinking wow.. am already 25!! what could i expect next?? will i live longer?? will i get married? will i have a child?? haha.. funny isn’t it.. feels like it was only yesterday i was running down the street playing
hopscotch..


Time just fly so fast.. one day we’ll just wake up and say.. hey.. who is that old lady standing in front of the mirror.. oh yeah.. it’s me..


Sometimes i miss being a kid specially in high school.. i wasnt that popular.. im not a nerd.. not a bully, maybe am just a typical high school student who enjoyed her life..

i miss playing outside our house..

i miss running in the rain..

i miss waking up in the morning cramming…


i miss attending classes..


i miss standing in front of our classroom doors…


i miss cutting classes..

i miss waiting for my teachers..

i miss hanging out on the streets…

i miss field trips..


i miss sleepovers..


i miss school activities..


i miss curfew..


This list will be endless if i tell you everything that ive i missed.. but you know what i missed most?? i miss being a kid.. no worries.. no big problems.. but hey.. life isn’t a fairytale.. theres no prince charming and
hell there’s no fairy godmother as well…


In the end it will be you and your decisions.. you seeing ahead of things.. and you looking forward.. looking back isn’t bad.. but clinging on to it is..

Well guys happy reading almost 1 now.. am off to bed.. need to wake up early and go to work!! have a good one every one.. miss ya’ll